Ugh seriously I am done with being pregnant. Every night I go to bed to hypothetically sleep, but pretty much not and then I wake up and I'm still pregnant. Baby boy is head down and should be ready to go. He was breech like Liam for a long time, but I decided to try acupuncture to turn him (the only thing I didn't do last time) and he did go head down. Whether or not it was the acupuncture or just coincidence I have no idea. We were thinking at first if I hadn't gone into labor by last Wednesday we would just do the c-section, but at my appointment I kind of freaked out thinking about it and decided to wait another week. Now its hard to think at this point I could have been coming home from the hospital. So next week we will face the same decision again. I really hope I just go into labor so I can do the vbac (because I'm vbac my doctor won't induce me with pitocin. I have to go into labor naturally). I don't know why I'm freaking out about a c-section this time. Honestly my c-section with Liam was such a breeze, I guess I just feel like I cant get that lucky twice. I hate thinking about being in the hospital for the 3 days, I would really like just to be able to go home. This will also be my first night away from Liam. We will see how he handles it. Anyway come on baby just get out of there.
